I never get a break. No one cares about me. Im just the fucking maid. And of course, the golden child. Perfect grades, perfect attitude, responsible. The perfect example of what NOT to do. Happiness is never an option for me. It's just get the grades, smile, and behave. If little old me EVER fucks up, I'm dumb. I'm wasting my life away. I try one time and I'm just little stupid whore. I might've had a little to drink. I'm surprised they cant smell it. My mouth reeks of alcohol and Hawaiian Punch. Maybe they do smell it, and don't care. I'm going to be happy one day. I'm going to "fuck up" real soon. I'll get my chance to escape and get my break in life. I just don't care anymore honestly. School, people, life. I just want what everyone else in this house gets. An opinion. A feeling. Everyone else gets to be happy but me. My job is to make others happy,but never be happy myself. Well not anymore. I'm taking back what's mine.
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