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So, I'm on my dad's  iPad. He took our phones because the dishes weren't clean and put up. Now I can't talk to King. I am so sad right now, I feel like crying. God, I sound like I'm in a chick flick. I didn't see him all day today, and now I can't talk to him. I have no idea how long they're holdong them. I didn't even finish our conversation. We were talking about life after high school. What'll happen if we make it that far( I hope so) and what we'll do when we go to college. I don't want to lose him. I feel like I already have no that they took my phone. They do have a point though. We need to actually put up the dishes when they're in the dishwasher. No smiles on my face until I see King. 

Girls moment

I'm blogging while my nails are drying. I put a strip on it. Today was a good day.  I wrote my essay and speech in 45 minutes, my hand was cramping. I had to get it done though. I was upset today, can't say why. King knew i was upset before i even showed it. He cheered me up, like a good boyfriend does. I wonder what he blogs about.... I don't think he blogs about me. It doesn't matter though.

Owwwee

I hurt my hand with a can of soup. My left hand. It us extremely painful. I don't know how I'm going to write tomorrow. Hopefully it feels better tomorrow morning. Today was a good day. I got to see King at 3rd period today. That was nice. Boy, can't wait for January. Staff Sargent Dominick J. Engle talked to me about the reserves. It's something I'm really considering. It would help pay for College. It was so sweet to see King with that Redskins hat on! Victory never looked so good.

The Bet

Today is the day. I made a bet with King on the game tonight. If he wins, i wear that dumb jacket to school tomorrow. BUT, if I win,  he gets rid of his Cowboys key chain, and gets a Redskins key chain. I really hope
I win. I know he'll hate wearing it, but it'll be so sweet to see. After a week or so I'll give him the Cowboys chain back, Because I care. Today was a good day. I took the pretest for the ASVAB. I did okay. Daniel is going to help me study for the actual test. He had a very high score. I hope our game score is high. I really don't want to go outside with that hoodie on.

Just because

I'm bored right now so I'm blogging. So I was unable to see King this past weekend. Boo. Hopefully i can see him this weekend. He isn't working on Saturday. For some Reason, a whole bunch of boys have started to show interest in me. I think it's because of how happy I am with King. It started to bother me because they would spam my Instagram and kik with all sorts of messages and stuff. Like, I'm taken, don't you see the date in my bio? King sent me third picture that said " if I see a date in your bio imma assume its your locker combo and slide in your DM anyway". It was funny but I'm like, no please don't. I like my relationship, I don't want it to not look like it. As a result, I put up a picture on Insta basically telling every boy that I am not looking for a relationship because I'm in a great one.

Sigh

King just left my house..... *sigh*. I miss him already. I'll see him tomorrow though. Today was a good day. I listened to the entire Pierce the veil collide with the sky album in forth period. We took our class of 2015 panoramic picture. I'm having trouble writing this college essay for Towson. It asks me what my viral YouTube video would be. I can't think of anything that I would do on YouTube. Chyna came up me saying that Daniel said I said things that I did not say. She felt so defensive and I didn't even say anything that he said I did. Everything is cleared up now. I can't wait till tomorrow.

Spare the rod....

Today was an okay day. I woke Yop feeling like I was going to vomit. I didn't though. In English there were a group of friends talking about disciplining their children. Only one thought it was good to do. One of them confused discipline with abuse, and the other just simply disagreed with the whole thing. I think that discipline is necessary in raising a child. It helps them understand what is wrong to do. It is then up to the child whether or not to follow the rule. If so, great. If not, they will suffer the consequences. King was supposed to come over my house today, but his dad said no on account of it being a school night. Bleh. Maybe Friday.

I wanna know: Joe

Saturday was awesome. I had so much fun with King. It was great. He's a good driver. I just realized how important an ID is for me, i need to get one. Sunday was a long day. The walking dead was great, as always. Church was church. Today was a good day. I got to see King more than just at lunch, which was very nice. Everyone around me keep cracking their screens, i feel like I'm next. I hope I'm not next. I wanna know is our song.... I love this song.

The Help

All I did was work, work, work. I had so many clothes to clean today, our washer and dryer should get a paid vacation. I started washing at 8:30am, it is now 11:51pm and I just finished. It is so hot in the laundry room. I watched Titanic today. It want my first time, but I still enjoyed it like it was. I watched this comedian today who made so many jokes about horrible things, and didn't care about the audiences reaction. I thought that was very brave and bold of him. I think that because he had a care free attitude about it, it made the jokes funny. I had a stressful day, but my mom came over so all is well. I love my mom so much, I really missed her.

Hatorade

Today was an okay day. King told me some girls told him i was booloving with some boy in gym yesterday. I know what they're talking about, and no, we were far from it. You could sit a whole person between us. Plus, he's a freshman and i think of him as my brother. But above all, i would never cheat on anyone. I think that's sick and twisted to play someone like that. He didn't believe them so whatever they were trying to do didn't work. Other than that, the rest of the day was great. I have some work to do tomorrow. Essays. I'm making myself a schedule to keep me on track with my work.  Using my day off to catch up and try to find something to wear for Saturday before buying something. I gotta date. ����

The Parents

So I went to the first generation college bound orientation meeting today. It was very informative. While we were there, me and King met each other's parents. I was so nervous to meet his dad. I can tell his father likes me. He kept trying to talk up King to my dad so we can go out on Saturday. My dad says he likes him and that they have to meet my step mom for us to go out first. I'm so glad he likes him. I changed my outfit 4 times. My phone is being stupid right now and I can't text him. Boohoo. Today was a great day.  

Untitled

Today was a pretty good day. I got that depression thing again. King was so concerned about me. That's nice to hear. I just found out that I have to do a bcr and an essay. I got work to do. It took me 3 1/2 hours to do my hair for tomorrow. At least it gives me time in the morning. I showed my dad that I know how to make a pot of coffee today. It took me forever to get him to say yes to going to the first generation college bound meeting. He didn't want to go because.... Well, he never really explained why. All I know is that he's going tomorrow. I'm so Happy he agreed.

Unneeded Guilt

So today I find out that Chyna liked King. Now I kind of feel bad for stealing him while she was trying to ease her way in there. He told me he liked her at one point,but then stopped. I don't know how long or recent that point was but I feel like I owe her an apology.I also feel like she hates me now. I finally understand the looks she gives me in class now. I'm sorry but I like him so I'm gonna stay with him. He wants to meet the dad. I don't know why, but I'm really nervous for that. I'm also nervous to meet his family. I just want them to like me, and vice versa. In other news, Mr. Johnson is going to write me a letter of recommendation. I knew he would do it if I asked him. He loves me as a student. It took about three hours to do my hair for tomorrow, but a promise is a promise so I got to get it done. My fingers hurt. I really like King...

Walking Dead!!!!

Walking Dead in less than an hour!!! I'm so excited!! I've missed this show so much. This weekend was pretty good. I went to church on Friday. It was okay. I'm starting to slack on these blogs and I needn't do that. I should set an alarm to do them. I've committed to fully doing my hair everyday this week. I need to get in the habit of exercising even when I don't go gym or school. There's a lot I need to get in the habit of doing.

Mrs. Melton

I got called Mrs. Melton today by junior. It was so unexpected. I didn't know he knew about us. Yesterday was pretty good. I had one of those moments again, where I get super depressed out of nowhere. Andrea thought I was mad at her.I was a little, because she just abandoned me for Kiera. I have abandonment issues. I'm going to talk to her today though. I'm not telling her why I was mad. I'm scared that I won't be able to get into college because I was irresponsible in 10th grace and let my grades slip. I only have a 3.0 and to go to Towson the average is 3.3. I don't want to go to PGCC, bit it looks like I'll have to do the first two years there. I probably sound crazy, they're tons of school that would accept me, but I know It could be much better. I should have a 4.0. My dad constantly tells me I messed up my life. It really hurts me sometimes when he does that, but I don't say anything.

Mark Wallburgh

So apparently I am a tease to both girls and guys. I don't really understand how but I guess I can be too friendly at times. I'm at that age where what I do to people has different outcomes than it used to. Time to grow up some more. Yesterday was a good day. I didn't write this blog on account of Mark Wallburgh being on the television ( Transformers Age of Extinction). I have my moments sometimes. It's official, as of yesterday, that I am a queen. I'm dating King. Cool.

Waaaaa??????

I just got called the best thing ever!!!!!!!!! Things are looking up for me. Towson University's college tour was so nice. I had fun. There was this other girl who had the same major as me, and she was walking beside me. I appreciated it, but at the same time, I'm not going to make friends with someone I might not see every again. Im using the Blogger app right now. It's pretty nice. Today was a great day.

Fri-Fri-Friday!!!

I am SO glad that it's Friday. I've been waiting for this day for forever. I'm watching this show named Red Band Society, and there's this boy who is like totally jealous of his new friend. Now, I feel he does have a reason to be upset, he has cancer like him, but he got to keep his leg, and his ex girlfriend that he wants back likes him. I feel bad for him. I hope they fix his life a little. I have that college tour to Towson at 11am tomorrow. I am sore from gym today. We did so many exercises. Lunges suck eggs. I Have to tell Andrea happy birthday tomorrow. She's a great girl. Sucks that I don't get to sleep in tomorrow, but it's for a good cause. My future. 

Tickets

I have had a good day today. I got to find out more information about how to go about this whole Senior year/college preparedness thing. I played Badminton in gym today with Oleda. We played first to win two games. I won 2/3. I wish the school had a Badminton team. I would join. I've decided what I want for my Birthday, Tickets to go see Pierce the Veil in concert. I don't know why, but I've become totally obsessed with them. All of their music is just, amazing. I would love to go see them in concert. I would have to miss a school day though, It's worth it. Either that or miss two days to travel to a show on a weekend. The one day is better. I can't believe that VIP tickets are only $75!! That's awesome! I would love to meet Kellin Quinn. I would marry that man. He is B-E-A-UTIFUL! His daughter Copeland is so pretty. I want to be his next baby mother. Well, I want to be his wife, not just a baby momma. I'm taking this chance to yet again, enjoy the fresh air outside. 

The best day of my life

Today I found out some VERY entertaining information. I can't say what, but it's definitely made my day. I made about 8-10 3-pointers today in gym. I'm really trying to practice so that I can play with my little sister and help her. She plays and the only one in the house who knows how to play is Daniel. She needs extra practice but he never takes her out. Hopefully, I can step up to the plate. I'm glad that I have a Financial Management class. Lord know I needed it. I'm learning so much about credit and how it works. I will be so informed when I become an adult. I went the a meeting about First Generation College Bound today. It seems very good and beneficial to be apart of. I want to do it. Hopefully my parents will do it, and not bull crap around like they did for the NSHSS. I'm still a little upset over that. I'm going out to enjoy the sun today. On the BEST day of my life.