TUESDAY September 30, 2014

So I thought today was Thursday. I went around saying It's Thursday. My friends were all like " no Kareema, not yet". Poor me. I did not want to do school today. I learned how to play Basketball today(or at least make good shots). This boy showed me how to make a shot. He said to aim for the box everytime and you should make it. He was right. Then I played Khalil, and lost. But I los by 3 points(we played first to 5). He said he beat me for winning Dance Central when we were both at Keimaya's house( he was with Andre, her uncle). he also said it was for not saying Goodnight to him. I thought that was funny. I told him next time I would say goodnight. I Could not play Basketball for a living. I was sweating so much my curls went away. We had a free period in Technical Graphics. I just went on Pinterest( Pinterest is bae) and listened to music. I want to get plugs, or gauges, in my ears. Not huge ones, but maybe a 2 or 0. I like them and i don't think my parents would mind. It doesn't really matter if they do though. I'm going on a college tour to Towson this Saturday. I am super excited. I hope I like the campus. 

Homecoming

I had a great weekend. I stayed over Keimaya's house because we were going to the Parade, the Game, and the Dance together, so it's just easier to be in one place. I didn't know Andre was her uncle. I was in the Parade. It was fun. We lost the game though(ugh). Our winning streak is officially over. Let's just pray this isn't the start of a losing streak. I was Keith and Carl at the game. I missed them so much since they graduated. I congratulated him on the pregnancy, but he didn't seem too excited about it. I confirmed my attendance to his birthday party on the 27th. He kept asking if I would be there. I guess he missed me too. He said after the party we should go out just the two of us, I hope that doesn't mean something. That would be so crazy. The dance was great. I feel for our generation though. Who twerks with their legs wrapped around someone and their hands in the air? I don't know how they do it but these girls are sex-crazed. We had to stop Romeo from fighting though. Somebody was dancing with his girl. My thing is, why did your girl dance with another guy? She's the one he needs tp be upset with. He said he cut her off though, finally. There are a lot of people who are freaks on the DL, including yours truly(opps). I am a good girl though, I just have other sides to me. I felt so bad in church the other day. My dad made me go. I could never do that every week, How would I be able to hear?

The Signal

Today was a gloomy day off. I went to work with my stepmom and my little sister(only because she asked me to go with her to Ruthie's job). I was on kik and IG most of the time. They put the final season of How I Met Your Mother on Netflix, so I totally watched that. I miss that show so much now that it's over. It was a great series. I watched this movie called the signal. Well, to be honest, I'm watching it still now. I wish I could type without looking. It is very interesting and is about Area 51(Hence my reading log). These white people in their early 20s had alien interaction and were tooken to some weird place. It is so strange, yet one of the best films I've ever seen. These are the best types of movies. Not the actiony ones, but the ones with a lot of dialogue. I keep forgetting that we have school tomorrow. Having a day off int he middle of the week is not that great. Especially if it rained most of the day. Tomorrow will be a good day I think. 2K15

Way Back Wednesday

Today was a good day. I talked to new people today. I also played "The Cuckoo" right in Piano class. Took a while though, and an extra period. I planked for a total of 1 minute today. Worst minute of my life, besides the time I planked for 2 minutes with my sisters. THAT was the worst minutes of my life. I kept thinking today was an A day but it's a B day. I spent lunch with Keith EBanks in the library today. Very informative. he doesn't dance, yet. I'm determined to get him to voluntarily dance. Hopefully I can get it done. I should go out today, I think I will. 

Twin Day

Today was twin day for spirit week. Tami asked me to be her twin so I said sure. Tomorrow I'm going to be Rosie the Riveter(only because I can't go to school dressed like Marilyn Monroe without getting kicked out of school). Or just a lady from the 50's. Today was alright. I got my Advanced Accounting to yet ANOTHER physical education class. That makes three. Personal Fitness, LifeTime Sports, and now Physical Training. When I graduate I'm gonna be able to go on American Ninja Warrior. I barely got my work done in English today. It wasn't really a lot of work, but I was just so distracted today. I don't know what about. 

Update

I had a good weekend. I saw ricki on Sunday. She, I mean he, surprised me. I have to get used to saying he. We went to a community day event at her church. We rock climbed and did an obstacle course. It was fun. She told me if I was gay she would date me. That was really weird. Especially since I tend to have moments where I'm not sure of my sexuality. I think I'm bisexual, but I don't want to be. Lord knows I don't. Monday was pretty good. Apparently I'm not supposed to be in advanced accounting on account of me failing first year accounting. I'm happy for that because I know for a fact I will fail that class. Machi told me to come see him today. I hope he doesn't give my appointment away like last time. That pissed me off. I hope he sent my transcripts to those schools. He'd better, that's my future. 

FreeDay

I almost forgot that even though It's my day off, I still have work to do. So today I just stayed inside and chilled. My Alumni friend David Lake was supposed to come over, but things change. I saw him yesterday so It's okay. I am finally getting my glasses. They said I should get them by Monday. They were ordered online(which is amazing). A person could literally get everything they need in life, through the internet. Food, clothes, entertainment, human interaction, everything. But I watch ASAP science( a youtube page about science things) and they say that if you stay inside for a long period of time, you will die. So you need to go out to live. I' so glad for that. Nature is awesome. I have to do this project with David( Gordon, not Lake) but I don't think I'm going to do it with him. He noticed that I have distanced myself from him and asked me about it. I didn't really give him the real reson I just told him it just happened that way. Then he was all like If I don't go up to him next week he won't be friends with me anymore. Like, excuse me? Our friendship is that disposable to you? Then he doesn't need it. I told him that too. Not what he was expecting. Then he started acting REALLY childish and holding my fingers so I couldn't do my work. To add on, he keeps using the "C" word in front of me on purpose and laughing when I get upset. He knows how much I hate that word and how offensive I find it. Honestly, I;m starting to seriously question why I was even friends with him in the first place. He is so self centered and inconsiderate. I need to get rid of more people than him honestly. They aren't good for me nor do they help me for my future. Today I was watching a show, and It got me thinking about adult life. It just registered to me that I will be all on my own. I always knew I would have to leave my parents home, But today I was REALLY thinking about it. I have to leave home, get a job, pay my bills all by myself(assuming I don't get a roommate,Hopefully I do). But most of all, I'll have to grow up. I don't know if I'm ready to grow up. Being a kid is a lot of fun. With no real problems. I think ultimately, I'll figure it all out.

Making Tough Choices

So, I was thinking right. I like Darius, but there's like a thousand(more like 50) other girls that like him as well. I'm not really the catty type of girl. Also, he just got here. He doesn't really need al these girls on his line drooling at him(not saying that I do that). So, I heartbreakingly decided to just be his friend. That's all he needs right now. So yeah, just friends. I'll just mentally stab myself in the eye when he tells me about his new girlfriend two months from now(oh how that will sting). School was okay today. I took the accuplacer test. I am not good at math. Weird because I'm good with numbers, just not math. If that makes any type of sense. I should study more. The rest of the day was good, went normal as usual. I talked to my really old friend Ricki today. I only get to see her once a year. She told me she was in the process of becoming transgender, and asked my opinion on it. It was kind of awkward for me but I don't have a real problem with it. I just Don't know what to say if she gets married. I don't know if I could go to that wedding given my opinion on marriage( I believe it was meant for a man and a woman, nothing else). I don't want to lose her over something like sexual preference. We are going to live together when we graduate. I have determined myself to meet Superwoman  one day. She is a youtube star that I love so much. Her real name is Lilly Singh. She is so funny and inspirational and just awesome. I have to meet her. No exceptions.

It's Here!!!

The dress is here it came!! It's so pretty and I love it. I went to the cemetery yesterday. It wasn't the plan but Me and some people were in the woods and we ended up at the cemetery. So we walked around the place visiting people and looking at their graves. Lots of Wilbur's. Yesterday was such a nice day. I didn't get home till like 9 pm. I had to go home, but I did not want to. I wonder what It'll be like to graduate and live on my own. Hopefully nice. What Isn't nice are these pimples on my freaking face! They need to go, like now. I hope they go by next week.

Full Report

I totally forgot to do blogs for Thursday and Friday. I was very busy(sort of). Welp, what had happened was, I caught up on Finding Carter(yay). As for school, I am smart apparently. I qualify for the accuplacer test. I hope I pass because I would like to take classes at University of Maryland. However, to go from there to Fairmont might be a stretch. I see why people go to PGCC. But I don't want to go! Eh, I'll get over it. I HATE Machi. He is the worst counselor ever. I need him to get his life together and stop playing with mine. Anywho, I have my homecoming dress, and it is awesome, and black. Can't go wrong with black. I think my prom dress will be black as well.

Miercoles

I punked out. I had yet another chance, and I punked out like the little punk that I am. I promise tomorrow, I'm going to do it no matter what. Today was a good day. I learned how to take notes(yay, I guess), I had a sub for Technical Graphics. I'm already starting to get Senioritis. It's only been 3 weeks! It feels like month though. Graduation will be the best day of my life. If I make it, considering Machi is on some other stuff and is messing with my future. It's been more than a week and he still hasn't sent my transcript over! Do your job dude.I'm bringing in the big guns, the angry parent. That always gets the job done. Pray for my courage tomorrow. I'm breaking tradition.

Martes

Today was such a girlish day. I decided to join Volleyball( I needed to do something). I am not to fond of Mr. Hoskey being the coach on account of his pervertedness, but mercedes said it's cool so I'm going to trust her. I still haven't done my essays for Cody or Caldwell yet, I should really do that next. I need to prioritize my homework so I can get things done in a timely manner. I am a traditional person so lie, I think guys ask girls out. But it's hard when you have no idea what another person is thinking. I'm cutting this short because I have a lot of work to do tonight.

Lunes!

I was so tired today!! I think it was because the first two weeks of school we were out on Monday. Darius came to class super late. I took the pacer test in Personal Fitness and did 30 laps. I have to lose some weight so that I can get the dress I want for Homecoming. They have it in 6 and 8 but not 7(my size). UGH!! I got my Riachu today. But Romeo and Cordell were playing too much and lost it.... IN THE GYM. So they collectively owe me $20. Romeo gave me his $10 today.... Niggas. I am so mad I waited weeks for him and now he's gone. Pikachu is gonna be lonely tonight. ONE DIRECTION HAS A NEW ALBULM COMING OUT!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!! It's called 'Four'. I wonder when I'm  going to grow out of boy bands? I don't know but they will forever be the most handsome group of boys I've ever seen and one day will meet. Besides Dunk Cam Boy........

Dunk Cam

Today was a good day. I paid David back the $3 I owed him. I haven't talked to him much since the summer ended. To be honest I'm avoiding him. I don't really want to hang out with him. It's not like I don't want to be his friend anymore, I just... actually that is totally what it is. It's nothing wrong with our friendship, I just want to terminate it. I hope he doesn't mind. Darius showed me his video on Youtube of him dunking at a Basketball game last year. It was pretty awesome. He says he's going to be on the team. Now I have to go to all the games. I hope he helps us get far. I've never been to a good athletic school. Maybe he can give me a win for my senior year. That's my christmas wish.

Hump Dayeee!!!

Everyone keeps asking us to write about our goals for the future. I keep having to think about it. I don't really have many goals. I found some though. Today went pretty well. I was very thirsty in 1st period on account of the water being contaminated(LEH). Two whole days of boiling water just to brush my teeth. I talked to that Darius boy some more in Lifetime Sports. he has a nice smile. I got my Official Document Request Forms to Mr.Machi today, which is great. I still have to Apply to Towson and Howard. It's my brother's 19th birthday today. First one where I won't see him. I mean, he could come by the house, but I highly doubt it. I miss him sometimes. Other times I forget all about him.

Giving Back

Today was an okay day. Mr. Cody had us do a essay on what our world is and what it consists of. It made me sad because I realized I don't really have a world. Every time I start to make it, we move and I have to start all over again. I hate moving. When I have kids they are going to stay in one place for their entire childhood. I did 80 curl ups and 15 push ups in Personal Fitness today. I'm proud of myself. I would've done more push ups but I was still sore from my Self defense class the other day. I had to do so many burpies and push ups, my abdomen was sore every time I had to go up on a push up. It's okay though. I made sure I reached my number for my age. Today I gave my popcorn to a homeless guy. I realize popcorn isn't the best thing to give a homeless person, but it's all I had. Plus, he was lying on the floor and I would hate to just walk past him like he's a rock or something. Overall, today made me realize that where ever I go to college, that's more than likely where I will live. So I better make it a nice place.

Reverse

I didn't talk about Yesterday so Let me tell you now. Yesterday my cousin Christina came with us to the pool. We don't get to see her a lot because of her mother. She is very protective. She said Chrissy had to go to the pool and wear a t-shirt so no boys can see her shape. The thing is, she has no body. It was funny but kind of sad. Chrissy was upset. We let her take it off though, but she had to get it wet first so we had proof she actually did it. I do NOT like horse flies. I got stung by one yesterday at the pool. There were 4 or 5 horse flies at the pool. I wanted to go to a new pool but everyone else wanted to stay. By the time we got back in and comfortable in the pool, thunder wanted to come and they kicked everyone out the place. I still had fun though. We grilled too. Everyone else said they slept on Labor Day. I love my family.

What a Day

Today was a pretty good day. Ms.Walker came in my Personal Fitness class today to fake in front of the Freshmen again. I think it's hilarious how she tries to act all big and bad in front of them. Ms. Screws is the real person in charge. I feel bad for her since her dad died. I can't imagine life without my father. I hope she is okay. So, Keith Ivory-Gray came back. He was supposed to have left to move to Virginia. I think it's hilarious because He has a class with his ex, Jasmine. She was so glad that he had left, but now he's back and she is soo uncomfortable. College Summit is gonna be my new favourite class because of that. Sometimes I just sit and watch everyone around me interact with each other. I see all the lifelong relationships they have and it saddens me. I left all my lifelong relationships in D.C. . I know I have friends here, but sometimes I feel all alone.