FreeDay

I almost forgot that even though It's my day off, I still have work to do. So today I just stayed inside and chilled. My Alumni friend David Lake was supposed to come over, but things change. I saw him yesterday so It's okay. I am finally getting my glasses. They said I should get them by Monday. They were ordered online(which is amazing). A person could literally get everything they need in life, through the internet. Food, clothes, entertainment, human interaction, everything. But I watch ASAP science( a youtube page about science things) and they say that if you stay inside for a long period of time, you will die. So you need to go out to live. I' so glad for that. Nature is awesome. I have to do this project with David( Gordon, not Lake) but I don't think I'm going to do it with him. He noticed that I have distanced myself from him and asked me about it. I didn't really give him the real reson I just told him it just happened that way. Then he was all like If I don't go up to him next week he won't be friends with me anymore. Like, excuse me? Our friendship is that disposable to you? Then he doesn't need it. I told him that too. Not what he was expecting. Then he started acting REALLY childish and holding my fingers so I couldn't do my work. To add on, he keeps using the "C" word in front of me on purpose and laughing when I get upset. He knows how much I hate that word and how offensive I find it. Honestly, I;m starting to seriously question why I was even friends with him in the first place. He is so self centered and inconsiderate. I need to get rid of more people than him honestly. They aren't good for me nor do they help me for my future. Today I was watching a show, and It got me thinking about adult life. It just registered to me that I will be all on my own. I always knew I would have to leave my parents home, But today I was REALLY thinking about it. I have to leave home, get a job, pay my bills all by myself(assuming I don't get a roommate,Hopefully I do). But most of all, I'll have to grow up. I don't know if I'm ready to grow up. Being a kid is a lot of fun. With no real problems. I think ultimately, I'll figure it all out.