So, I was thinking right. I like Darius, but there's like a thousand(more like 50) other girls that like him as well. I'm not really the catty type of girl. Also, he just got here. He doesn't really need al these girls on his line drooling at him(not saying that I do that). So, I heartbreakingly decided to just be his friend. That's all he needs right now. So yeah, just friends. I'll just mentally stab myself in the eye when he tells me about his new girlfriend two months from now(oh how that will sting). School was okay today. I took the accuplacer test. I am not good at math. Weird because I'm good with numbers, just not math. If that makes any type of sense. I should study more. The rest of the day was good, went normal as usual. I talked to my really old friend Ricki today. I only get to see her once a year. She told me she was in the process of becoming transgender, and asked my opinion on it. It was kind of awkward for me but I don't have a real problem with it. I just Don't know what to say if she gets married. I don't know if I could go to that wedding given my opinion on marriage( I believe it was meant for a man and a woman, nothing else). I don't want to lose her over something like sexual preference. We are going to live together when we graduate. I have determined myself to meet Superwoman one day. She is a youtube star that I love so much. Her real name is Lilly Singh. She is so funny and inspirational and just awesome. I have to meet her. No exceptions.
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