Lonely day today. Like, more than usual. I don't really have anything to say. I just felt kind of sad today. I felt like, like really bad. No known cause of it. It was just there. It was very cold though, I can say that. Funeral for Mrs. Stephenson is tomorrow morning. I'm probably gonna cry. She was a nice lady. Very nice to me as a kid (well, a younger kid) and to my dad when he was growing up. I hope it isn't open casket, those ones make me cringe. To see a dead body laying there all calm and did up. I want my body turned into a vinyl of all my favourite songs. Yes, it's possible. I saw this joke about it that was funny. The person said "I won't join the black parade, I'll become the black parade!". I thought that was hilarious. I later looked up if you could really do that, and yes. For £3000 you can have your body cremated into a vinyl of songs. I don't know the currency exchange for pounds into us dollars, but i know I'll pay more than 3k. I know that because when you buy merchandise for Bring Me The Horizon, they're stuff is on Europe. So they use pounds. One sweater for them is £25 and for us its like $44. I'm fine with it though. I think that's a better way of using my body than wasting it on weird that'll rot underground. The only question is who will get the record after the funeral. Of course its going to get played at the funeral, but after that, who do i give it to? My husband will probably get it, if he isn't dead already. Anyways, I've been rambling so I'll just stop here. Last note: it never ends, it just postpones.
Days Clean: ..... Drumroll please................................................................... ……………………………………………………………… 6 !!!!! I made it through the night ! Yay me ^__^
