I cried myself to sleep in class today....yeah that really happened. I saw something i really didn't need to see and it stirred up some stuff. I tried to hold them in the other class, but they started pouring out. No one cares for me though so they didn't notice. But when i got to the next class I covered my head, turned up my headphones as loud as I could, and then I started crying. It wasn't my plan, it just happened. No one answered my texts so there was no one to talk to. But then again that's expected, no ones there for me. I'm all alone in this. Keri told me about a therapy hotline i could call. Maybe I'll do it. But then I'll be telling a random stranger every day my problems. It might not even be the same person. Bring on the feelings of abandonment and being forgotten. I don't know. If I do it, you'll know tomorrow.
*new scars. Days clean-0*
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