So considering the fact that I tried to kill myself last night( yes i shoved countless pills down my throat. No it obviously did not work, ugh) I've decided that maybe therapy isn't that bad. Her name is Marissa and she likes bands too. She really likes Bruce Springsteen. He's cool. She told me to check out Weezer, and I recommended Pierce The Veil. She made me sign a contract saying that I won't self harm anymore or try to commit suicide. Also that I'll eat because starving myself is not healthy. This might be the biggest mistake of my life, but after passing out in my room last night, thinking that ending it all was the only option, i need some help. Maybe one day I'll be fixed.
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