Cellar door- Escape The Fate

I'm so tired but I keep having little nightmare I can barely wake out of. My body is killing me, my brain is scaring me. My heart is breaking me, and everyone's laughing. I'm so stressed. I thought it would all end after school, but I forgot that it's deeper than that, school just helped push it. I forgot just how screwed in the head I really am.

It Never Ends-Bring Me The Horizon

Well, this is it. The last blog(aahhhh lol no). This was fun, a lot of fun. This thing helped me get out a lot of feelings I trapped inside of me. I'm glad to be out of school. Fairmont Heights has taught me a lot. I've made some really good friends, met some really mean people, and had some really good times. Overall, the whole school experience from Kindergarten to 12 grade was something everyone should go through. I just hope everyone gets to experience it with the same people. I don't think this is my last blog forever. I really need a place like this to vent and just express myself. I'll probably come back pm here fro time to time. As for my senior year, I'm glad its over, I don't wanna relive it, and I can't wait for new beginnings. Next comes prom, and graduation. Then warped tour!! After that, I have orientation at Mary Baldwin and then school starts again, but in a whole new way. I'm gonna miss the whole school thing, but I'm ready for the real world. I just hope its ready for me
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The sun that never sets- Our Last Night

Today was okay. Got my sign out papers today. It all seems so real. Tomorrow will be my last day at a mandatory school for life. This is awesome. It's Elizabeth's birthday tomorrow. She wants balloons, I'll try. I can't wait for tomorrow.

Time to break up- All Time Low

Yesterday was much better day than Monday. This week is going by so slow though !! I just want this week to be over so I can be done with school and this whole part of life.

Ravine- Never Let This Go

My last Monday of mandatory school. What a bad day. Its keeping up with its reputation of bad Mondays haha! Eh, doesn't bother me that much considering this is the last one. I'm looking forward to the end of school. I have one more final to take tomorrow and I'm done. Yay me!

Ravine- Never Let This Go

My last Monday of mandatory school. What a bad day. Its keeping up with its reputation of bad Mondays haha! Eh, doesn't bother me that much considering this is the last one. I'm looking forward to the end of school. I have one more final to take tomorrow and I'm done. Yay me!

You're so creepy- Ghost Town

Today was okay. Took two finals. All I have Left is English finals, whatever that will be. I GET OUT OF SCHOOL IN LESS THAN A WEEK !! YAYEE!! I am super excited. Its been super hot these past week, and it will continue into the next week. I don't mind it. I've met some new internet friends. They are really nice.

Fall Together- Austin Jones

The other day my friend told me that he said something to King. I was just thinking about it. What he said made me smile. Whether or not I agree with what he said, or if I think it was nice, is another thing. I don't really care for that. I really underestimate the amount of people that care for me here. After all I've been through since I got here, after everything that's happened, all that's led me to this point right now, he still wants to be around me. I think nobody cares for me, when a lot of people here do. I have some amazing people, amazing friends, who chose to stick by my side when everyone else turned away from me. I didn't know until yesterday that I had so much support. I never thought that anyone would do what he did for me. It really made me feel loved. It made me feel wanted. For once in my life, I TRULY feel like I belong. I wouldn't trade these people for the world. ♥

Ode To Sleep- Twenty One Pilots

Omg I hate my body. Today was really fun. I have more finals to do ! I'm just ready to go.

Same Old War- Our Last Night

So I might've missed a few days. Sorry!! I honestly have been so wiped that I forgot to blog. These past couple days have been busy. Making sure work is done, preparing for Warped Tour, yada yada. BUT THESE ARE MY LAST TWO WEEKS OF SCHOOL !! I have finals and then this girl is done ! It seems so simple that I might fail. I WILL NOT! I will pass and be awesome. Today was Star Wars Day !!! Ya know, May the Fourth be with you?? He HE!?!?? Yeah I got the same reaction from everyone else. Made me feel like a total nerd! I'm the only one who cared! Meanwhile my interweb friends went to school and their science teachers celebrated it ! If only Mr. Elwani was still here, he'd celebrate with me. Well, I gotta catch some Z's. So once again, may the fourth be with you.