Omg I'm ACTUALLY in bed at a reasonable time !! Today was a pretty good day I guess. Despite the fact that girl things happened and I was not medicated at all in anyway, shape, or form(boo pain). I was pretty bored so I watched My Chemical Romance's "The Black Parade is Dead! Live" concert video again for the thousandth time. It's still amazing. Gerard Way is by far the sassiest person I will ever know. Maybe one day I'll meet him, and Frank, Ray and Mikey. I can promise you that I will be at their first reunion tour, no matter what. Saw my therapist today. It was nice. I really wish that I could tell her things like when I cut last night, but she said she'll tell my parents, and that's the last thing I need. At least she knows that I have cut. When we were talking, i put my elbow on my thigh and forgot about the new scars. It hurt like hell and I accidentally said "ow can't do that." Out loud, and then she gave this look. She's no idiot so I'm pretty sure she picked that up. Shoot. She shouldn't say anything. Besides, I never said it out my mouth so yeah. I have a subpoena to go to Alex's court case on the 27th to testify(I'm the only eye witness). If i go he might go to prison, and he doesn't need that. But on the other hand, if i don't show up i could arrested and lose my scholarship. I definitely don't need that. Ugh life. Dad says he isn't going(he got one too) but his final decision is on that morning. Ruth(also got one) says she going because if she gets a warrant she'll lose her government job. They said I'm old enough to make my own decision. Ugh LIFE!!!! Unicorns help me with your infinite powers!!
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