I really need to stop telling everything in here. I forget that this isn't some safe haven that can "help me". That someone reads this that can tell people. I can't open up. I have to keep everything the way it was before all this. Before he taught me to talk about things, because we can see where that got me. I just have to be quiet like before. I have to remember that I'm not supposed to be here. I'm here for nothing. Just stick it out for a little longer and I'll have no one to hide from, because I'll be alone then. Then everything will be fine.
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