I just realized, these blogs have gone really down hill since I've stopped pretending to be happy when i wasn't. Today was an okay day. Saw David Lake today, that was nice. He's coming to Symone's basketball game tomorrow as well. I added the new scars to my body just a minute ago. These ones hurt more. They're deeper than usual. I'm never going to be able to wear shorts again. I guess it's for the best. King keeps sending me messages doing and saying things we did when we were together. Like when one person says bye the other goes "noo don't go!". But when he did it today i didn't reply back. He said he was hurt because i actually let him leave. I told him it doesn't work like that anymore. He'll get the picture one day. It'll never be the same. I can't go back to how things used to be either. Its just, different now.
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