So, one of my friends was seriously considering suicide tonight, but i wasn't there to help. I had to make dinner. LUCKILY, she decided to call those phone lines everyone always tells you to call. She ended up staying. Which is great, but now i feel like shit. She needed me, and i wasn't there. What if this happens again, and i lose her, I'll be devastated. Gets me thinking about when i took all those pills the week before. I called Ricki and he helped me. I had to force myself to throw up because Ricki talked me out of it. I'm grateful that Ricki was there for me. Now it's my turn to be there. I promise I'll drop everything for her. My phone is not going in my pocket ever again.
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